With the election of our new Pope Francis, my mind has gone back to my sabbatical where I had a wonderful and spiritually moving retreat in St Francis’ hometown of Assisi.
The recent events of the election our new Pope Francis, and his impressive priorities of simplicity and focus, have been inspiring.
It reminds me of a theory that I have long held, that God surely answers our prayers, but there is often a time lag… for God’s own reasons… sometimes even five or six years later…. Many of my prayers and the prayers of many others, have been answered in pope Francis… I recall something I wrote in my Sabbatical back in November 2007 while in Assisi, which the election of Pope Francis has in many ways answered….
Assisi Experience
Assisi, is a town now recognised throughout the world as a symbol of peace: a place where a different world is possible - where harmony, forgiveness and love are a real possibility. Assisi, as well as being the scene where Francis and Clare opened up there their lives and hearts to God's action in their lives and amazing graces flowed to all the earth.
On the second day of my Assisi retreat we had mass at the basilica of St Clare. This church houses the tomb of St Clare, whose body is preserved in an underground vault.
In a large side chapel, bigger than a lot of churches, is the chapel which houses the "talking Cross" also known as the "san Damiano Cross". http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/San_Damiano_cross
This , cross was originally housed at the little church of San Damiano, a few kilometres down the hill. St Francis went down to this dilapidated church of San Damiano to pray and was kneeling before this Icon Cross which colourfully depicts Christ Crucified and Risen and now glorified and risen, surrounded by Mary and The disciples and other faithful. While praying, Francis heard a voice coming from thw cross which said: "francis, rebuild my church, for it has fallen into disrepair!" Francis set about rebuilding San Damiano's but soon realised that the voice of God from this cross was meaning MORE than physical rebuilding. God was calling upon Francis to be his servant in renewing the whole universal church to be more like the church Jesus wanted it to be - a place of practical concern for the poorest, a place of true worship, of simplicity, of obedience to Jesus' good news, of poverty of spirit, of humility.
The cross in which Francis heard Jesus wanted voice is now housed in the church of Santa Chiara (st Clare). We had a beautiful mass there and the sacristan who set up for us at this place was a Franciscan Monk who lived there. He will be ordained a priest in about a year and a half and he asked us to keep his community and him in our prayers. His names is brother Alessandro from Rome.
Naturally, we heard no voices coming from this cross today, but I went away thinking "the cross today is still saying the same message - repair my church of San Damiano, for it has fallen into disrepair. Each of us is called to serve Christ in the constant renewal needed in his church, to purge us of anything opposite to the clarity of Jesus' good news - such as being pride, ambition, double-standards, wanting to be served instead of being servants, attachment to possessions, status, lack of empathy or compassion for others, favouritism, etc. These things are a constant source of mischief even today in the midst of the church and in the hearts of us Christ's people. The message of Francis is relevant to us today.
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We then went on a walking tour of this stunningly beautiful town.
We visited San Rufino (the cathedral) and saw two beautiful statues of St francis and of St Clare. The foundations of the older church were revealed by glass panels on the floor of this church.
We then went to the church called Chiesa Nuovo (New Church) which is where Francis was born and lived with his family. This is where he was locked up by his father (a merchant) when Francis started giving away possessions to the poor. There was a nice picture of Mary and the baby Jesus here. I got a photo of it.
We then went by the old cathedral, called Mary Major. This is where Francis was brought before the bishop by his father to answer charges of giving away his Father's goods to the poor. Here, in the square outside this cathedral and in front of the bishop's residence, Francis renounced his inheritance, gave his father back the money, and gave back all his clothes too. He declared thatt he had nothing but what God gave him and that his Father was God the Father. Ironically, as soon as he gave away everything the bishop immediately cloaked him with the bishop's own cloak to cover him. It is a reminder of how graciously God gives everything to those who release their grip on possessiveness.
A statue of Francis, in the courtyard of the bishops residence is a copy of the beautiful statue inside St Rufino. This statue bears signs of the dreadful earthquake that his this town in late 1997 doing extensive damage. The statue, although undamaged is standing in an uneven position because the horizontal and vertical shaking from the earthquake picked up the statue and dropped it back unevenly on the base - this would normally have taken a heavy crane to shift it in such a way!
We finished our walking tour at st peters church.
As well as having this nice tour, we had several talks from our retreat director and homilies by him in the masses at different locations. I hope to share the content of these talks soon.
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In the Tuesday afternoon of our Assisi visit, we took the bus down the hill to the flat part of the city where theChurch of Mary and the Angels is located. This is a very special centre of Francis' life and work. In this area Francis had realised that his love for Jesus was useless unless it flowed out to the least of his brothers and sisters and so when he came across a colony of lepers even though his initial reaction was revulsion, he recognised in them a beloved child of God and so he went up to one of the lepers and kissed his hand.
At the site of St Mary and the angels church St francis was given a 'little portion" of land on which he built up a tiny little church. This ancient church still stands as a tiny church within the larger church in the sanctuary. It is quite a site to behold.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Basilica_of_Santa_Maria_degli_Angeli
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Portiuncula
This is a place of silence, reverence and prayer. As if to confirm this, my camer which I had zipped in my coat pocket became stuck when the zipper tab pulled away. So, even if I wanted to take a photo I couldn't. So, it was a wonderful opportunity to just BE and pray and look around. This place is where Francis founded his order of Friars. Here is where he loved to come and pray. It was here wherever, tempted to sin, he threw himself into a bush of thorns to ward off the temptaion and the bush became a bush of thornless roses which one can still see today. This is also the place where Francis died.
In recent history, this is the place in 1988 where Pope John Paul II met with the religious leaders of the world as a sign of peace, respect and dialogue.
At this "little portion" (portiuncula) Francis had a vision and he was asked what he wanted. Francis answered "lord, I want the sins of the world forgiven." This request was granted and given, with the Pope of the time's consent, for a special grace obtained by all those who come to this place, on behalf of others too, and pray accordingly.
This was a very special place.
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